An Open Letter to the Parents Who Glared at Our Family Taking a Second Ride at Disneyland
Hi, we
are the family with the cute son wearing a neckerchief, that you watched go by
twice at Ariel’s Undersea Adventure and Splash Mountain. I watched you escort your darling little girl
off the ride. She seemed to be somewhere between three and five and very good
natured. She heard the attendant tell us we could stay on the ride and
naturally, thought he was speaking to her, so she scurried to get back in the
car.
I am sorry if it made it difficult that my child got to ride
twice and yours did not. If my son could speak to ask me why others can do the
things he cannot (not that I have a good answer), I would be thrilled. But he
cannot speak. Nor can he walk by himself, feed himself or use his hands for
manipulating things like a pencil or spoon.
He does not play with toys, because he can’t use his hands well enough to
make it anything but a tremendously frustrating experience. He is liked by his
peers and by adults, but since he cannot talk with them, or play the same way,
he doesn’t have real buddies. He is eleven and cannot always predict/control
his toileting needs, so I still change his diapers. In public restrooms, I
usually have to put him on the floor to do that. Also, since he has cortical
visual impairment, he has moving holes in his vision. There is no knowing when
or how he sees something in its entirety.
Sam comprehends what
is said to and around him, and will answer
yes/no or multiple choice questions. (That is not the same as saying what one
thinks or generating questions.) He communicates with body language and two or three
signs. For somebody who cannot move
himself without assistance, he is very active and fun loving. I would pay everything I have to watch him
scurry to climb into a ride or even ask me about it.
This is the magic of Disneyland for him and for us: During most of those hours in the park, he
makes up for all of the tree climbing, bike riding, scootering, skateboarding,
walking, running, touching, playing pretend and holding things that does not
happen during the rest of his daily life. Believe me; he would like to do every
one of those things. He is quite self-conscious that he is different. He is shy
about using his voice generating software in front of strangers. He gets embarrassed
when people ask about his g-tube feeding, as some do when they see us in
restaurants.
At Disneyland, he gets to forget his differences and inabilities.
At Disneyland, everyone is riding and shouting and laughing like him. Besides being thrown all around at outrageous
speeds and getting splashed and seeing/hearing creatures talk, he connects with
the characters in ways that make up for not playing pretend with others. He
laughs like crazy and communicates his joy in motion the best he can. So yes,
we ask to ride more than once on most attractions and sometimes we get to. Yes,
we try to call the characters’ attention to him to shake hands and be on his
best visual side.
We deeply appreciate that there is a place where this magic is
possible for him. We try to let him absorb as much of it as possible for those
three days every couple of years. If you want to trade that speedy line time
and the extra rides at Disneyland for your child’s ability to run up and hug
you, or ask you questions, there is not a parent of a disabled child who would
not do it in a heartbeat.